I never thought twice about a decision.
In fact, I think many times a decision that it is natural for me to think more and act according to my beliefs.
The only exception, and with good reason, is writing. For me, writing is a reflection of what happens when you do not think too much what I say, do and think. " Maybe that's why I fear both what I write, because the end is an uncensored version of what is hidden behind the mirror.
Sometimes I think that behind the mirror there is nothing I simply am imagining that I am someone else to escape a reality that haunts me and fills me with sadness: Discovering that even when looking eagerly success, I think the decisions I made are not and will not be correct.
Have you ever made a decision that may not have thought enough? When you have the habit of thinking of more, all decisions are well, like a great bet to see at what point it becomes shit gold. Sometimes slower, sometimes faster, but if a decision is just that and not worked on it, is kept clean and neat, it ends up being a big pile of shit that collects and fails to decline or disappear.
Maybe I'm not, and I'm sure many of my readers, if they are, will wonder why I write with such hatred and trizteza together. Perhaps it is time, perhaps it's time, maybe I'm thinking and philosophizing to nowhere.
Do not worry, I'm just NPHS more, when it really should be looking to see if I convert polish again the shit into gold.
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